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Friday, May 26, 2006

8:41AM

i heart summer at penn.

Friday, May 12, 2006

8:49PM - the bost

every other vacation of my college career, i was so excited to come back to the bost. i mean,there is so much to do here between great friends, great food, great places and great driving. however, this little break from college was not so much desired. i totally got in to the swing of things as the end of the year and did not want to leave. hence, going back for summer classes and possibly staying all summer for a job. i thought i could handle a week in the bost. but let me tell you, its been pretty painful. there is nothing to do. and i know i could just turn on the switch and become proactive crafty jelena but i have absolutely no desire. its 40 degrees out, every one who goes to school in boston is stressing out because of exams and every one who doesnt go to school in boston is stressing out because of exams elsewhere. why did i not stress out about exams? oh thats right, because i wanted my gpa to fall by .4 points. no big deal, really.

so two more days here and then i am back in philly. not sure what classes i am taking. but i am fucking pumped. tons of cool people. massive room in the axo house. hopefully some glorious sun. bike shopping. good times. im pumped for summer.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

12:03AM

boston is the best place in the world.
and the best people in the world come from boston.

Monday, October 17, 2005

10:24PM

coming home is awesome. that is, coming home to boston is. coming home to parents is not. my good friend from penn came up to boston with me for fall break and we had such a fun time roaming around newbs, harv sq, shopping, sleeping, getting some work done. but i cannot stand my parents. ahh. i honestly dont know what to do with myself. my mom freaked out on me about how she hasnt seen me for five minutes and my dad did his what are you going to do with your life rant. AWESOME! gotta love it. really, nothing changes. ever.

Wednesday, August 3, 2005

11:56PM

havnet update in forever


omg, i love my friends. i just went to charley's with hannah, her friend sarah (totally cool and interesting girl), scott, ben, ame, jesse, and simpson. its so nice to be back and with everyone.im sure things are different and everysone matured and blah blah but honestly, i feel like its the good ole days. fuck that. its the good days. they all still quote silly movies and random people and get in fights and go out to dinner and cruise around and ahhh lifey life. also, talking to them made me SO excited to go to college. bis jetzt (That phrase KEEPS on popping into my mind. it means until now) i have been a lil wierded out by college and didnt want to go through the process of making friends and being in a new environment. but now i am so pumped. ben made a good point-everyone is new. everyone is so excited. you jsut get to meet new ppl all the time. and living in a dorm and being at college is like summer camp with homework. i am so excited! there is so much i want to do and learn and see and try and meet. in terms of academics, i am really into health and societies, international relations and development, and some other things. ahhh. i cant wait. yay!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

4:35PM

i am going to in america so soon. craziest feeling in the world. i cant believe it. i was at logan airport 11 months ago, leaving for germany. and now i am making my way back. wow. wow. wow. hast la vista baby

Saturday, July 16, 2005

11:48PM - beograd

wow i left germz yesterday. i essentially had 4 rounds of crying and saying good bye as i peaced out and left my friends and family and school. ahh. i thought it was going to suck suck suck to leave. and it did till i got to belgrade. yesteray also wasnt that good but today has been fun with my family and wakling around teh city. i am going to stop wasting my time in the itnernet cafe and walk around my city. peace

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

5:17PM

in 48 hours, i will be going through customs in belgrade international airport. i will have left my home for the last year. i will be seeing my family for the first time in a year. i will not be able to speak german. i will not see my curly haired brothers or my journalist opa or my putzi mutti. that is so sad.

Saturday, July 2, 2005

5:15PM

live 8 is the coolest idea in the world. go to live8live.com and put your name on the petition. do it!

Thursday, June 30, 2005

8:00PM - afs has something up their ass

AFS WONT LET ME GO TO FRANKFURT ON THE 14th!!!! I want to see my CBers one more time!! Girls i am going to die! this sucks!!!! they say i am officially out of the program on the 14th and even if i wanted to go to the youth hostel privately, its totally booked out.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

5:51PM

i was going to have the illest grillparty tonight! i invited the 11 coolest german ppl in the world, bought some grub, a case of becks, and cleaned!!! they were going to come at 8 but at 5:40 the lovely german sky went from an heavenly blue to BLACK and now its raining cats n dogs.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Sunday, June 19, 2005

2:31PM - the time of my life.

berlin was the time of my life. i just spent 5 days with the entire CB group (minus camille and hannah). All 52 of us. This was our "End of Stay Seminar." That means we would be meeting for the last time before we fly out and would be preparing us for our final month in Germany and our return to the States. Because we are here on a government scholarship sponsered by US Congress and German Bundestag, we were treated to an amazing introduction into the functions of the German government. We met all the other Scholarship students who were here with other programs and organizations. All together, we were 380 people! We all toured the Bundestag (Capital Building) together, listened in on a congress meeting (where we saw Angela Merkel, the head of CDU and the woman who will be running against Schroder, the current Chancler.), meet in a group and were spoken to by government officials, went to the building were the cabinet meets, and ate at a presidential grill out! My favorite moment of the government day was hearing the speeches of each organization's representative. One guy made a film of his entire year. I had tears in my eyes as I watched it because everything it was about applied to my life. Corinna, our rep, made an amazing speech about how we are ready to change the world. One guy did a speech in the dialect of the area where I live.

We spent the rest of the week doing exchange student workshops and exploring the amazing metropolitan of berlin. What a cool city. It is filled with art, theater, government, students, flea markets, museums, history, old pieces of the berlin wall, extremes colliding, turks, kurds, everything. It is such a motley. I think it is my favorite city. We had girl nights out, drinking cocktails. We went dancing at KulturHaus and got up on the tables. We salsed infront of a kiosk blasting latin american music. We girl talked til we couldnt anymore. We loved. We lived. We laugh. Ah. It was amazing.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

9:22PM

annika, the finnish exchange student from last year, ist hier. we are a power team. we did mini triathlons together and are about to have a sex and the city, friends, and desperate housewives abend.

i am going to berlin city tomorrow. kurz vor zwolf fährt mein zug. cant wait to ride that camel.

Monday, June 6, 2005

1:32PM - ohhh PS

meredith and any other ppl who care!

i got my housing!!! for the next year!!!

on the quad baby!

WARE---> morgen house, room 305. conflict resolutions residential program. only scheisse ist i am in a single and wanted to have a room mate. whatevs. can have everything. at least i will be able to have endless amounts of erotic and massacistic sexxxxx with out any one schaueing zu

1:01PM - YOU WONTT DOO ITTT!!

Music Festivals are the best thing EVER created. EVER! God really hit a home run when he figured that out. So I just spent 3 days at Rock Im Park. I spent those lovely three days with Jona (mein Held), Flo (my freundin), Korbi (the Klopapier provider) and Philip (Huhnjäger... Chicken hunter... chic hunter... girl hunter). We road tripped it down to Nurnberg on Freitag morgen and set up our shit. Oh man I LOVED IT! Check out what we saw over the course of the three days----

FREITAG:
Fettes Brot (I lassed my finger from Emanuela... ohhh i did it)
Adam Green
Reel Big Fish (the played sell out from the clueless soundtrack and I almost jizzed myself)
Silbermond (I popped my silvermoon cherry a couple weeks ago, but the second time was just as good)
Söhne Mannheis (oh my god. so fucking amazing. of course the played und wenn ein lied and so was aber they played such cool reggea and hip hop stuff and they have two Afrodeutsch rappers who bounce around and get jiggy with it)
Wir Sind Helden (what can i say, jona and i are helden. we danced danced danced in our circle. it was awesome. we were right up front and started going crazy and the ppl around us thought we were crazy so they stepped away and we had a 2 meter big circle. ahh hot)

SAMSTAG:
Weezer (naja)
Incubus (didnt really care. i just wanted to get into the front segment for the next show.)
GREEEN DAYY (i was never a HUGE green day fan but i thought also hallo, ich bin auf rock im park und habe die moglichkeit green day zu sehen. AUF GEHTS! jona and i went crazy. they are soo redic good live. unbelievable. they took 3 ppl from the audience to play guitar, bass, and drums for a song and then gave the guy who played the guitar the guitar. so hot. and the second to last song was we are the champions and everybody (EVERYBODY =like 35 ppl) sang along. ahhh.
R.E.M. (auch total good. rem live is what i imagine u2 with a lil touch of rolling stones live would be like. the lead singer can shake his bon bons like nobodys business. holy fucko. and the put a man on the moon and we lost our religion. ahh)

SONTAG:
John Legend (so the next hit in like jazzy hip hop soul groove.)
Thievery Corporation (so good)
Motley Crue (of course, the song girls girls girls and had 3 strippers on the stage getting naked. the boys enjoyed it at least. and flo pretended that he wasnt looking haha)
Marilyn Manson (i am not a fan but i thought i would at least check it out. just as scary and stupid as i thought it would be. we left after two songs. philip told us that he got carried off the stage by security. naja, serves him right)

Ok the highlights/lowlights/amazinglights:

1) Jona and I had a lil stress before hand but we totally clicked and refound our love. we saw a guy with a "hey ho, lets go" shirt so that wasour phrase of for the weekend.

2) stress with flo. we had just been together way too often in too short a time period. but its all locker now.

3) Fettes brot. period. but also them covering the ghost busters song. so geil

4) 3 crepes a day

5) i actually stayed totally unalcoholic this weekend. but i missed bier.

6) jumpin up and down

7) the fact that the weekend cost me only 50 euro instead of like 170 like everyone.... i got the tickets as a bday present from my hostrenties

8) finally getting over my kissing in public fear. see the way it works in germany is teh PDA is the king. couples just cant hold themselves back. in the beginnign of flo and jel i would hardly hold hands with him. but now i can give him a kiss on the lips in front of other ppl. i think he is proud of me

9) Totally fall in love with music that i never liked before. and realizing that rock concerts are the shit. shaking hips is fun but just jumping up and down and waving your arms in the arm is just as hot





... in other news...

k12 is fertig mit abi. the grades are out. no going back.

awesome bday present from the boys: this saturday we are going hiking in these funky caves in Fränkische Schweiz and then rodelbahning (fuck whats its called in english. the sport that the jamaicans in cool runnings do. but in summer) and dining at one of bamberg's find biergartens. cant wait

we got abi ball tickets heute! i need an ball dress! cant wait to get dressed up!

berlin next week! oh ps... i saw the bonn babes (minus nikki) (plus eric, dan and allie) at rock im park! so awesome! NIKKI-- NOEMI GOT IT ON WITH A GUY IN HIS ZELT!

i think i am getting an ipod soon. i dunno, my sister told me she sent it but who knows.


k i am outtt

Thursday, June 2, 2005

9:04PM - let me see your funky chicken

oh my god i am going to die. the last 24 hours have been RIDICCCULLLOUSSS! k13 finished abi yesterday and we hopped on the discobus to wurzburg. hollly fuck. playing freeman here with the boys and carmen and then walking over to TG and then getting on a double decker bus with the 13th grade and drinking ourselves to pieces. aber ich nicht. and dancing over this big block things for 4 hours. and eating putensteak. and being cute with flo. and taking care of jona. and showering. an dtwo hours of sleep. and 5 hours of shit school. and waking flo up when i got home bc u slept in my bed. and eatin brunch with my boys. and sleep 4 hours this afternoon. and going to a biergarten and somehow getting two schnitzles (that were each the size of a football) with meat sauce on top and spaghetti. and wantitng to throw up after finishing only a quarter of it. and loving my host fmaily. and slapping jaki on his ass and pushing in his blader til he almost peed in his pants. and hugging my host mom. and talking about how drunk everyone was last night with the hostrents. and ahhh. (but not getting my housing info) and talking to my mom. and maybe going to greece or turkey with my sister. and excited to see nikki in bonn. and wanting a funky chicken shirt. and going to rock im park tomorrow with 4 boys. and loving it all. love love love. fuck yeah.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

1:38PM

Name four bad habits you have:
1. i dont always pull through with plans
2. i take on too much at once
3. i bite my cuticles
4. i dont do anything academic and will be screwed next year

Name four things you wish you had:
1. an amazing jean skirt (preferably from abercrombie)
2. a cell phone contract so that i dont have to pay 19 cents for a text message
3. an ipod
4. the ability to do eskimo rolls in a kayak

name four scents you love:
1. 3 am on a spring night right after it rained
2. flos hand creme (that i bought him. garnier hand cocoon)
3. the crisp air in the alps
4. minestrone soup

name four things you are thinking about right now:
1. i am relieved that my hostmom and i worked out our issues
2. tonight
3. rock im park. a 3 day music festival this weekend in nuremburg
4. swimming

name four things that you have done today:
1. 2 periods of math
2. ate a really good sandwich
3. read the nytimes, suddeutsche zeitung edition
4. saw flo after he finished his last abitur

name the last four things you have bought:
1. earings at h & m
2. tickets for rides at the fair
3. bottle of water
4. subway

name four drinks you regularly drink:
1. milk
2. mineral water
3. bier
4. apfel schorle

first grade teacher's name?
Ms Gill

song stuck in your head?
none

last song you sang?
small change by dispatch

last person you hugged?
jaki

last thing you laughed at?
carmen not knowing if her abitur today or tomorrow is

what's in your cd player?
bob dylan. ultimate collection, disc 2

what color socks are you wearing?
flip flops!

what's under your bed?
dust

what time did you wake up today?
7:44

current taste?
birthday cake

current clothes?
my reefs, jeans, yellow polo, brown zip up hoodie

last cd you bought?
i dont by cds

favorite place to be?
in a kayak on a river

least favorite place to be?
in my room when i know i dont want to confront something

if you could play an instrument?
congo drums

favorite color?
no color

do you believe in an afterlife?
not too much

how tall are you?
almost 5'7"

current favorite word/saying?
keine ahnung

identify some of the things surrounding your computer:
glass of water, speakers, ritter sport, print, jaki (sticking his tongue in my ear)

random lyric:
i stick loneliness, your lips and the two coins of your eyes into my pocket

[FIRSTS]
First best friend: dunja, serbia
First break-up: phil salinger. 6th grade
First screen name: honey7839
First self purchased album: lion king soundtrack
First funeral: a lady from church
First credit card: fleet debit card. but i was a seasoned credit card user far earlier.. dadddyy, pleaaseee
First enemy: the fat girl in 3rd grade
First road trip: cape cod

[LASTS]
Last cigarette: dont even remember. soemtime this year
Last car ride: yesterday night, in mias car
Last library book checked out: a german english dictionary
Last movie seen: italian job
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: mozarella and tomato sandwich and then left over bday cake
Last phone call: flo
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: flip flops
Last annoyance: waking up early
Last time wanting to die: yesterday. family stress. but its all cool
Last time scolded: yesterday. family stress. but its all cool.
[RELATIONSHIPS]
01. Who are your best friends? 2 girls in america and 1 girl here
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes
[FASHION STUFF.]
01. where is your favorite place to shop? i hate shopping
02. any tattoos or piercings? one hole on each ear
[SPECIFICS]
01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essence
03. what are you most scared of? loosing my zest for life
04. what are you listening to right now? dave
05. where do you want to get married? in a garden somewhere outside. spring or fall. 75 degrees. a nice breeze. sun set.
06. how many buddies are online right now? no idea
07. what would you change about yourself? i wish id be more consistant
[FAVORITE]
02. food: mamas cooking
03. subjects in school: history
04. animals: dolphin
05. sport: cycling
06. perfume: clinque happy
07. cologne: no clue. axe
[HAVEYOUEVER]
01. given anyone a bath?: no
03. bungee jumped? No
04. made yourself throw up? no
05. skinny dipped? yes
06: ever been in love? yes
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no
08. pictured your crush naked? yes
09. actually seen your crush naked? yes
10. cried when someone died? yes
11. lied? yes
12. fallen for your best friend? yes
13. been rejected? yes
14. rejected someone? yes
15. used someone? not for anything too big or bad
16. done something you regret? yes
[CURRENT]
make-up: mascara
favorite artist: dave, wir sind helden, dispatch, bob dylan, counting crows.
[LAST PERSON]
you touched: jona. good luck hug
you IMed: steph shui
you kissed: flo
[ARE YOU ]
understanding: i try to be
open-minded: yes
arrogant: a lil bit. sometimes a tiny bit elitist
insecure: not too much
interesting: naturlich
hungry: often
smart: yes
moody: totally
hardworking: yes. just not now
organized: naja
healthy: naja
bored easily: not really
responsible: i used to be but germany has done soemthing to me
obsessed: yes. i am very all or nothing
angry: no
sad: no
hyper: yes
trusting: yes
talkative: yes

[RANDOM]
in the morning i am: tired
all i need is: someone to give me backr ubs
love: yes
I dream about: traveling the world
horror movies: not a fan
last person you danced with: alex buchner
who makes you smile: friends, family
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: dont know
[DO YOU EVER]
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: no
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: not too much. i just like hanging out with and living with boys
wish you were younger: sometimes
[NUMBER]
of times i have had my heart broken: twice maybe
of hearts i have broken: not sure. could be a couple
of continents i have lived: two
of tight friends: 6.
of cds i own: alot
of scars on body: 2 smalls ones


Eight places I've visited:
1. prague. especially the old part on the hill leading up to the castle where all the embassies are
2. galicia, spain
3. soko grad. a fortress on top of the hills by our summer house in serbia
4. austrian alps
5. new hampshire
6. new york
7. amish country wisconsin
8. provincetown

Seven things to win my heart:
1. back rubs
2. hold hands, but actually just locking pinkies
3. cook me anything good
4. play with my hair
5. look me in the eyes and kiss me slowly
6. go skinny dipping with me in a lake
7. drive

Six things I believe in:
1. family
2. passion
3. curiosity
4. cafe und kuchen
5. honesty
6. foreign languages

Five things I'm afraid of:
1. loosing family
2. having a boring life
3. parents dieing
4. driving faster than 180 kmh on the autobahn
5. when i am so drunk and i can feel the alkohol in my blood and controlling my body. thankfully. its only happened twice

Four favorite items in my bedroom :
1. the photos and postcards on my wall
2. my comforter
3. my window
4. my waterbottle

Three things I do everyday :
1. eat
2. sleep
3. speak german

Two things I'm trying not to do right now:
1. digust food
2. finish this

One person I want to see right now:
1. dont know. anyone cool

12:18PM

10 Years Ago, I...
1. lived in Silver Spring, Maryland
2. getting ready to go back to Serbia for the first time since we moved
3. went to Sunday School every week
4. danced with the jamaican and hispanic girls in my neighborhood
5. took the bus to school

5 Years Ago, I...
1. getting ready to graduate middle school and leave my newton friends
2. was hot stuff and friends with all the cool kids
3. probably in love with joey albano
4. such a teachers pets its not even funny
5. spoke italian

Yesterday, I...
1. turned 19
2. talked to nikki! also talked to jon barry... interesting
3. totally disapointed my host family for not showing up to my (sort of) surprise bday lunch
4. got a huge hug from flo's mom
5. went to schweinfurt volksfest (like a county fair) and rode on all the bad ass rides with mia

Today, I...
1. wrote my host mom a letter apologizing and explaining everything to her
2. ate really good bread (as phil says: its not even bread. its just nuts pasted together with dough)
3. had two periods of math. but just talked to anja that whole time about how awesome sweden is
4. rode my bike to school and back home
5. got an email from jesse drummond! what a cutie!

Tomorrow, I will...
1. sleep in for the first time in a week bc i dont have school
2. go to airport (a club in wurzburg) with the 13th grade and a discobus
3. watch all my friends drink themselves to pieces after finishing their last abitur test
4. read my german book
5. exchange a present

Thursday, May 26, 2005

11:28AM - Cellers Attack

Hey Hey Party People-

I am chilling in Casa Liman on Windthorststrasse in Celle, Niedersachsen! Alex is sitting right next to me and the fun is just starting up! We saw Björn yesterday-- Dylan Rauschenburger's old host brother. We also went bowling! My first time bowling in like a year. Kinda crazy. I started out decent but then i lost, badly. Ok, there isnt too much more to write about now. peaceee

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